Never realized that I've did something that hurted you... But I'm glad, we have a style of straightforward, and you told me honestly...
Promise I will not do it again =)
Tonight you taught me a lot... True... I will grab your words in my mind, until the world ends~
Once I've chose to trust you, I will trust you~ Please bare with me, bro!
Besides that, what spinning in my mind right now?! Oh, a lot...
Struggling to correct the wrong perceptions that I've developed since I was young?
NO... But it does not mean I'm stubborn, I'm just myself but of course I will change naturally...
Trust me, after tonight, I will definitely be a better person...
Thanks a lot anyway..
Adios~ =)
Thursday, April 14, 2011
Wednesday, April 13, 2011
14.4.2011 (12.17am) - It has been a long long time~
Whoa~ It has been 1 year plus that I have not been updating my current situation here... Busy perhaps and 1 of the other reason is, Facebook is definitely much more popular than blogs... Hiak hiak!!
Looked back, when I was writing my last post, I was only 22 years old, and now, I'm 23... 1 year difference seems little but do you know that, in 1 year, we can make a lot of miracle? Husband and wife could divorce, couples could involved in marriage, my hot chick classmate sitting beside me during secondary could be pregnant as well and bla bla bla and so on... In conclusion, I was trying to indicate that, in simple words, TIME FLIES!!!
Yeah, is there any changes on me? Definitely YES!! Too many to mention, but the reason why I'm here today is, to express my frustration!! I would have posted in Facebook if I could, but there were too many eyes and gossips could easily be developed if any misinterpretation occur, and we knew that, people with brains are fewer nowdays and so, a little of few words could actually cause a lot of misunderstandings... That is why, I prefer here!! In my own sweet world, free of interference, and I do not give a damn f*ck to anyone who disagree with me here without caring about any of my f*cking images!!
Straight to the point, the topic today is, "HOW MUCH DO FRIENDSHIPS WORTH"?! You know sometimes, I kinda disappointed in living in such fake environment. A friend of mine used to tell me, we use the word "invest" between friends. So, how much we invest, of course we hope for return and this is logic. But to me, it seems that I'm a bad investor in friendship... You know, once bad thing occurs, people only remember the bad one, and overlook what ever great stuff that you have done for them earlier. So, this is a lesson, teaching us that, we have to be careful!! But, where is the meaning if we have to be cautious in making friends? Ain't that friends suppose to be someone that you can be real with? Without any masks or pressures... But nowdays, the trend has changed. I have many friends, but how many of them are sincere? Strongly doubting about it...
Haih, what ever it is, this is my final year, and I have approximately another 30+ days with my BBA course friends... As a friend, I do my part, no matter what the outcome is, that's the fate and I couldn't even be bothered or shall I say, it couldn't be helped instead? Will it be heard nicer in that way?! =)
Of course, among hundreds of people that I have met during my 3 years varsity lives, I do met 1 or 2 close friends and I'm deeply glad to have him/her/them in my life... (I believe if you were reading here, you'll smile right? Just to remind you, do not be "lan si" and I would like to show your a familiar hand sign, "o0o" to you... ;p)
As days pass, thinkings are growing as well... As I grow older, I get to understand more things, started to realize a lot of concepts regardless it is about life or career or love... Whether is it good or bad, it depends on perceptions but I do believe, a person that who learned from experience like me, will definitely have a strong base in implementing my perceptions, so do not try to convince me if, you are just a crap!!! I do not accept craps please and thank you!!
Alright I think is about time to put an end for this super dubber long post. I hope that I would not be frequent here meaning that I'm always in a good mood and living happily.. A little bit harsh and rough in this post and I apologize if it has offended anyone of YOU... It is just for the sake of expressing and realeasing...
Adios and good night...
Looked back, when I was writing my last post, I was only 22 years old, and now, I'm 23... 1 year difference seems little but do you know that, in 1 year, we can make a lot of miracle? Husband and wife could divorce, couples could involved in marriage, my hot chick classmate sitting beside me during secondary could be pregnant as well and bla bla bla and so on... In conclusion, I was trying to indicate that, in simple words, TIME FLIES!!!
Yeah, is there any changes on me? Definitely YES!! Too many to mention, but the reason why I'm here today is, to express my frustration!! I would have posted in Facebook if I could, but there were too many eyes and gossips could easily be developed if any misinterpretation occur, and we knew that, people with brains are fewer nowdays and so, a little of few words could actually cause a lot of misunderstandings... That is why, I prefer here!! In my own sweet world, free of interference, and I do not give a damn f*ck to anyone who disagree with me here without caring about any of my f*cking images!!
Straight to the point, the topic today is, "HOW MUCH DO FRIENDSHIPS WORTH"?! You know sometimes, I kinda disappointed in living in such fake environment. A friend of mine used to tell me, we use the word "invest" between friends. So, how much we invest, of course we hope for return and this is logic. But to me, it seems that I'm a bad investor in friendship... You know, once bad thing occurs, people only remember the bad one, and overlook what ever great stuff that you have done for them earlier. So, this is a lesson, teaching us that, we have to be careful!! But, where is the meaning if we have to be cautious in making friends? Ain't that friends suppose to be someone that you can be real with? Without any masks or pressures... But nowdays, the trend has changed. I have many friends, but how many of them are sincere? Strongly doubting about it...
Haih, what ever it is, this is my final year, and I have approximately another 30+ days with my BBA course friends... As a friend, I do my part, no matter what the outcome is, that's the fate and I couldn't even be bothered or shall I say, it couldn't be helped instead? Will it be heard nicer in that way?! =)
Of course, among hundreds of people that I have met during my 3 years varsity lives, I do met 1 or 2 close friends and I'm deeply glad to have him/her/them in my life... (I believe if you were reading here, you'll smile right? Just to remind you, do not be "lan si" and I would like to show your a familiar hand sign, "o0o" to you... ;p)
As days pass, thinkings are growing as well... As I grow older, I get to understand more things, started to realize a lot of concepts regardless it is about life or career or love... Whether is it good or bad, it depends on perceptions but I do believe, a person that who learned from experience like me, will definitely have a strong base in implementing my perceptions, so do not try to convince me if, you are just a crap!!! I do not accept craps please and thank you!!
Alright I think is about time to put an end for this super dubber long post. I hope that I would not be frequent here meaning that I'm always in a good mood and living happily.. A little bit harsh and rough in this post and I apologize if it has offended anyone of YOU... It is just for the sake of expressing and realeasing...
Adios and good night...
Sunday, February 21, 2010
21.02.2010 - End of CNY in Klang~
I will be going back to my beloved University tomorrow morning... I have ended my Chinese New Year 2010 visiting session as well... According to majority of the fortune tellers or Feng-Shui master, Tiger year is going to be a bad year but to me, it is a good start with new resolutions, targets and dreams to achieve for all of us...
I enjoyed the New Year a lot, with no regrets... Although still suffering from lonely Valentine's Day (Desperado disease...Lolz), but still managed to replace the boredom and loneliness with the laughters and joys with my friends around...
So I have spent approximately 10 days to enjoy and throw all of my academic stuff out of my mind, and now, it's time to realize where am I, what am I suppose to do...
It is the time to prepare for the following challenges...
And I have a few words to a friend of mine :
"This is a new year with new mood and new memories as well... I am very forgetful and trying to be forgetful all the time...Who is correct or who is wrong, it does not matter anymore since it is the past...So, I would like to apologize for what I've done in the past that might hurt you or leave you in trauma...Hope you understand and we both can act like an adult and continue enjoying our university lives.. =D"
Hmmm, what else?! Oh ya, maybe many of you was curios about my relationship status or gossips... Don't worry, if I ever had any good news, I will share it with you guys... So please be patient.. hoho...
That's it, see you guys again in the next post...
Bye and take good care man...
I enjoyed the New Year a lot, with no regrets... Although still suffering from lonely Valentine's Day (Desperado disease...Lolz), but still managed to replace the boredom and loneliness with the laughters and joys with my friends around...
So I have spent approximately 10 days to enjoy and throw all of my academic stuff out of my mind, and now, it's time to realize where am I, what am I suppose to do...
It is the time to prepare for the following challenges...
And I have a few words to a friend of mine :
"This is a new year with new mood and new memories as well... I am very forgetful and trying to be forgetful all the time...Who is correct or who is wrong, it does not matter anymore since it is the past...So, I would like to apologize for what I've done in the past that might hurt you or leave you in trauma...Hope you understand and we both can act like an adult and continue enjoying our university lives.. =D"
Hmmm, what else?! Oh ya, maybe many of you was curios about my relationship status or gossips... Don't worry, if I ever had any good news, I will share it with you guys... So please be patient.. hoho...
That's it, see you guys again in the next post...
Bye and take good care man...
19.02.2010 - UUM Gang RockZ!!
These are the photos taken on the 6th day of Chinese New Year 2010...
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UUM gang will never be apart during festive seasons... We visited a total of 4 houses this year... Although it is not too many houses as expected, but we had a lot of fun during the outings...
Laughters...Teasing around...
Looking forward for the next event... Hope to have more in future...
PLANNERS PLANNERS PLEASE WAKE UP AND DON'T BE LAZY TO PLAN!! (to our beloved planner, Steven SIM Gay Lou) =D
Thanks to those who involved in it, everyone of you are appreciated...
And to those who missed it, hope u will not miss it again...
Take care, adios!
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UUM gang will never be apart during festive seasons... We visited a total of 4 houses this year... Although it is not too many houses as expected, but we had a lot of fun during the outings...
Laughters...Teasing around...
Looking forward for the next event... Hope to have more in future...
PLANNERS PLANNERS PLEASE WAKE UP AND DON'T BE LAZY TO PLAN!! (to our beloved planner, Steven SIM Gay Lou) =D
Thanks to those who involved in it, everyone of you are appreciated...
And to those who missed it, hope u will not miss it again...
Take care, adios!
19.02.2010 - Special Wishes to U!
A very "touching" (kononnya) surprise and wishing to a very good friend of mine...
Don't worry girl... We will not forget u, or your "BIG" day, as we had never did that to u, or to any of our FRIENDS in the past...
Come closer to us, we are in a big family, taking care of each other...
Give us a chance to let u feel the warmth and care of a true FRIEND...
Take care siao po... =D
Don't worry girl... We will not forget u, or your "BIG" day, as we had never did that to u, or to any of our FRIENDS in the past...
Come closer to us, we are in a big family, taking care of each other...
Give us a chance to let u feel the warmth and care of a true FRIEND...
Take care siao po... =D
Tuesday, January 26, 2010
22.01.2010
Today I went for cycling session for the 1st time after being in UUM for 4 semesters… I almost forgot the way to cycle actually… Luckily, no accident happened and good luck to the girl sitting behind me for having a “safe” journey through Muamalat hostel and the Deer Garden… Haha… A good memory with you, sister!! =D
Now days, I spent most of my time being together with close friends and sisters… Hanging out together, classes etc… Although seems like happy go lucky, but somehow, sometimes I will feel lost and lonely… How come?! Is that the common or origin of guy’s nature?! Or what was that actually?! Not really know what I want, and yet not satisfy with what I have now… Hmmm? Deep? Complicated?! Haha… Of course… I’m famous with my “patterns” as my dear sis Mary-Kate mentioned…
When I go through my normal routine life, I feel nothing… Time passed very fast… But when it comes to weekend, when I had a little more time, automatically I am giving myself a slot in my mind to think out of the picture… What ever ridiculous craps will appear in my mind… Loneliness, boredom, frustration etc… But fortunately, I am still rational enough to control myself to walk along the right path…And whenever I feel I am not really ok, confused and lost, I will start blogging… I will write whatever I want… Although at times, when I looked back to the past posts, I will feel funny and wonder how would I wrote all those stuff though.. But in fact, that is what I was thinking at that moment… No fakes, no lying… Or else, it will be meaningless to blog here… =D
Haih…
“Eric, don’t think much and start moving!! Stay tough!! You can do it!!”
That is how I always remind myself of… Hope it will turn true… =D
Cheer… Bye…
Now days, I spent most of my time being together with close friends and sisters… Hanging out together, classes etc… Although seems like happy go lucky, but somehow, sometimes I will feel lost and lonely… How come?! Is that the common or origin of guy’s nature?! Or what was that actually?! Not really know what I want, and yet not satisfy with what I have now… Hmmm? Deep? Complicated?! Haha… Of course… I’m famous with my “patterns” as my dear sis Mary-Kate mentioned…
When I go through my normal routine life, I feel nothing… Time passed very fast… But when it comes to weekend, when I had a little more time, automatically I am giving myself a slot in my mind to think out of the picture… What ever ridiculous craps will appear in my mind… Loneliness, boredom, frustration etc… But fortunately, I am still rational enough to control myself to walk along the right path…And whenever I feel I am not really ok, confused and lost, I will start blogging… I will write whatever I want… Although at times, when I looked back to the past posts, I will feel funny and wonder how would I wrote all those stuff though.. But in fact, that is what I was thinking at that moment… No fakes, no lying… Or else, it will be meaningless to blog here… =D
Haih…
“Eric, don’t think much and start moving!! Stay tough!! You can do it!!”
That is how I always remind myself of… Hope it will turn true… =D
Cheer… Bye…
Hair Cut on 17.01.2010
Here I would like to present my new hair style... hia hia hia =p
Before I started my hair cut....
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On the process...
The result or outcome...
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Conclusion, I am 90% satisfy...
Yeah!! =D
Before I started my hair cut....
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On the process...
The result or outcome...
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Conclusion, I am 90% satisfy...
Yeah!! =D
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