22.01.2010

Today I went for cycling session for the 1st time after being in UUM for 4 semesters… I almost forgot the way to cycle actually… Luckily, no accident happened and good luck to the girl sitting behind me for having a “safe” journey through Muamalat hostel and the Deer Garden… Haha… A good memory with you, sister!! =D

Now days, I spent most of my time being together with close friends and sisters… Hanging out together, classes etc… Although seems like happy go lucky, but somehow, sometimes I will feel lost and lonely… How come?! Is that the common or origin of guy’s nature?! Or what was that actually?! Not really know what I want, and yet not satisfy with what I have now… Hmmm? Deep? Complicated?! Haha… Of course… I’m famous with my “patterns” as my dear sis Mary-Kate mentioned…

When I go through my normal routine life, I feel nothing… Time passed very fast… But when it comes to weekend, when I had a little more time, automatically I am giving myself a slot in my mind to think out of the picture… What ever ridiculous craps will appear in my mind… Loneliness, boredom, frustration etc… But fortunately, I am still rational enough to control myself to walk along the right path…And whenever I feel I am not really ok, confused and lost, I will start blogging… I will write whatever I want… Although at times, when I looked back to the past posts, I will feel funny and wonder how would I wrote all those stuff though.. But in fact, that is what I was thinking at that moment… No fakes, no lying… Or else, it will be meaningless to blog here… =D

Haih…
“Eric, don’t think much and start moving!! Stay tough!! You can do it!!”
That is how I always remind myself of… Hope it will turn true… =D
Cheer… Bye…

Hair Cut on 17.01.2010

Here I would like to present my new hair style... hia hia hia =p

Before I started my hair cut....


On the process...


The result or outcome...





Conclusion, I am 90% satisfy...
Yeah!! =D

15.1.2010

It’s now 11.13am in the morning… I just woke up, piece of blank in my mind right now… Not thinking anything, and not trying nor feeling to do anything at the moment… Listening to the famous drama named “Snow Queen” soundtracks, feel like just lying on the middle of the sea and hope that the feeling of this moment can last long…
But unfortunately, I still need to wake up from the dream and continue to struggle in my university lives…

Recently I found some of my Taman Klang Utama ex-schoolmates in facebook, and I got a shocked to find out that quite many of them are married!! At the age of 21? Or maybe 22? Don’t you think it is really too young?

However, maybe they are fated to be together… So age is not a problem, but timing make sense indeed… Hmmm… Talking about timing, I have missed a lot of important chances and timings in the past resulting me still staying single now… Not desperate actually, just feels envy when looking at those people smiling happily in their wedding photos…

I’ve learned a lot in the path of University… I have learned what is called “Impossible” in love stuff… Haha… Pain lesson, but at least I gained… So maybe because of that, I will behave in extra careful in choosing partners… And that is why people around me are teasing me as choosy… But honestly, to simply just pick any partner without considering further, I rather remain single until the end of my life…

But not to worry my friends, just simply a thought again… I’m definitely ok right now… haha… Enjoy being together with close friends, enjoying funny funny moments in my Uni lives right now… Although I will feel like something was left out at certain moment, but it is ok because nothing is perfect in this world… =D

Alright, it is time to continue my struggling lives…
“4.0 is not a dream, it is my future result!”
Don’t believe in me, I will prove it very soon…
Thank readers… Take care and bye….

1.1.2010 - New Year!!

Year 2010 Resolutions:

1. Financially, get the 50% bonus of monthly allowance from Miss Doris.

2. Living habits, to change my lifestyle, as in to become better and healthier.

3. Mentally, to upgrade the level of thinking, try to be more observing and caring to people around me.

4. Academically, to be more consistent in pursuing my studies. No more last minute job for this semester.

5. Sports, to achieve a higher status or achievement in basketball in UUM.


And so, I still believe, nothing is impossible if we never give up as taught by a friend of mine in UUM. I will bite it hard, endure, be patient, and score…

I observe, I approach, and I will conquer…

Seems like preparing for a war? Haha… yes! My life is like a war…
I will continue climbing until I achieved what I want in my life…

Hope to get more support from you guys in achieving these dreams…

I stop here… Take care and bye…

28.12.2009 - Conclusion of 2009~

1 month of home sweet home, holidays, relaxing time will be ended today… New semester begins… New challenges, new peoples, new targets and even more upcoming events that might leave a deep memory in my journey of life…
What ever… I am quite looking forward on it… I am kind of adventurous… Love trying new things, new stuff…
But this does not mean I will forget the past… What happened in the past leads a brighter pathway for me to step ahead to face new obstacles…
The spirit of “Learned from the Mistakes” what…
And so, what really happened in this 1 month holiday?!
(I will just omit whatever I had mentioned in the last post…)

First, just to share a super good news here which is, I think I’ve already stepped over the bad memories with “her”… Not to say completely recovered but at least, I knew that I am on the new level of handling this matter… We chatted for 3 hours in MSN that day… We talked a lot of stuff… I found out that there are plenty of misunderstanding between me and her, but since it is over, just let it go and forget about the conflicts and unhappy stuffs… Even I and she can do that, so I hope you guys can learn from the way of “Forget and Forgive”… Why human beings love to remember about the unhappy memories? Why we can’t just omit the unhappy part, and think of how you guys built up the 8 years strong relationship? Do you know how many friendships in this world can be maintained up to that stage?! In this realistic decade, there are so many factors like material, jealousy and etc that spoil the friendship of many… So it is not easy to maintain such a strong friendship so please do appreciate if you ever have ones…

Second, I am getting super fed up of planning trips or outings… I planned a lot but people seem do not really care about it and never make an effort to make the trip success… Trips and outings are mean for us to enjoy the time of getting together, not for my personal interest and so if my effort does not get any appreciation, then I will put a stop on it… Since people does not put the trip as priority although I used to inform them in an advanced date, so why should I work so much on it? I might as well just sit down and rest and wait for dates… Am I right?!
So my last planning for trips will be Pulau Redang on May 2010 as promised… No more!!

Third, this is what I am going to say to a friend of mine…
Dear friend, love is not everything… I have been through what you are facing right now and I can definitely understand your feelings… Mouth will say “I’m fine!” but deep inside your heart, you are not going to bluff yourself…
However, believe me… Stay tough… You are not alone; we will be with you my friend…

That’s it… I will be back soon… =D
Take care my dear readers…

24.12.2009 - Christmas Eve

We celebrated Christmas at Modesto, Centro Klang... Not going anywhere to get stuck in massive traffic jam in KL area... At first, I thought it will be boring because just few of us counting down together... But it turned awesome unexpectedly... Maybe it is because the effect of alcohol?! LOL...
A good memory... Will visit again next year...
Cheers...


















Love these so much!! =D

14.12.2009 - Motivate yourself please!!!

Result were out on 9th of Dec. Many expressions… Some happy some sad, and some even don’t care!! What the hell? What’s your point of being in University? Whatever it is, nothing related to me since those who do not care are not the close friends of mine…
I am quite lucky to be dean-listed again this semester… A bit improvement compared to last semester… Although it was 5 days ago when the announcement of the result, but it is still a hot topic until today… Some cannot accept the fact, and there are many weird and different peoples with different “pattern” as well…

What I wanted to say here is…
I am lucky to be in the current situation… I appreciate every motivation, guidance from my friends and of course my beloved mom… I hope can keep it on for the following semesters… I knew it was not easy, but I have to struggle and not giving up half way although I always thought of it during tough times especially study week…
And to those who are not that lucky, please don’t give up!! Think back why we are in this kind of situation…What are our mistakes? Where goes wrong?! Analyze and make improvement on it… Nobody is born to be clever, but hard work and effort can turn it out… Believe me, how much you’ve planted, how much you will get in future… It is a fact!

Don’t worry friend…
Let’s work hard together for semester 4 and make miracles!!
Let’s aim for the best and be the best!!
Let’s make a situation that when people asked about our result, we can tell it out proudly!!
Let’s do it now and not later!!
Dotas? Wasting time some more? Quit it please!!!
We are in University to build a good basement for our future career, not to enjoy life…
Allocate properly so that we can both enjoy and yet attain good results…
Believe me, do not regret in future…
Let’s work together, gambateh!!

I stop here… Adios…