Tuesday, January 26, 2010

22.01.2010

Today I went for cycling session for the 1st time after being in UUM for 4 semesters… I almost forgot the way to cycle actually… Luckily, no accident happened and good luck to the girl sitting behind me for having a “safe” journey through Muamalat hostel and the Deer Garden… Haha… A good memory with you, sister!! =D

Now days, I spent most of my time being together with close friends and sisters… Hanging out together, classes etc… Although seems like happy go lucky, but somehow, sometimes I will feel lost and lonely… How come?! Is that the common or origin of guy’s nature?! Or what was that actually?! Not really know what I want, and yet not satisfy with what I have now… Hmmm? Deep? Complicated?! Haha… Of course… I’m famous with my “patterns” as my dear sis Mary-Kate mentioned…

When I go through my normal routine life, I feel nothing… Time passed very fast… But when it comes to weekend, when I had a little more time, automatically I am giving myself a slot in my mind to think out of the picture… What ever ridiculous craps will appear in my mind… Loneliness, boredom, frustration etc… But fortunately, I am still rational enough to control myself to walk along the right path…And whenever I feel I am not really ok, confused and lost, I will start blogging… I will write whatever I want… Although at times, when I looked back to the past posts, I will feel funny and wonder how would I wrote all those stuff though.. But in fact, that is what I was thinking at that moment… No fakes, no lying… Or else, it will be meaningless to blog here… =D

Haih…
“Eric, don’t think much and start moving!! Stay tough!! You can do it!!”
That is how I always remind myself of… Hope it will turn true… =D
Cheer… Bye…

No comments: