28.12.2009 - Conclusion of 2009~

1 month of home sweet home, holidays, relaxing time will be ended today… New semester begins… New challenges, new peoples, new targets and even more upcoming events that might leave a deep memory in my journey of life…
What ever… I am quite looking forward on it… I am kind of adventurous… Love trying new things, new stuff…
But this does not mean I will forget the past… What happened in the past leads a brighter pathway for me to step ahead to face new obstacles…
The spirit of “Learned from the Mistakes” what…
And so, what really happened in this 1 month holiday?!
(I will just omit whatever I had mentioned in the last post…)

First, just to share a super good news here which is, I think I’ve already stepped over the bad memories with “her”… Not to say completely recovered but at least, I knew that I am on the new level of handling this matter… We chatted for 3 hours in MSN that day… We talked a lot of stuff… I found out that there are plenty of misunderstanding between me and her, but since it is over, just let it go and forget about the conflicts and unhappy stuffs… Even I and she can do that, so I hope you guys can learn from the way of “Forget and Forgive”… Why human beings love to remember about the unhappy memories? Why we can’t just omit the unhappy part, and think of how you guys built up the 8 years strong relationship? Do you know how many friendships in this world can be maintained up to that stage?! In this realistic decade, there are so many factors like material, jealousy and etc that spoil the friendship of many… So it is not easy to maintain such a strong friendship so please do appreciate if you ever have ones…

Second, I am getting super fed up of planning trips or outings… I planned a lot but people seem do not really care about it and never make an effort to make the trip success… Trips and outings are mean for us to enjoy the time of getting together, not for my personal interest and so if my effort does not get any appreciation, then I will put a stop on it… Since people does not put the trip as priority although I used to inform them in an advanced date, so why should I work so much on it? I might as well just sit down and rest and wait for dates… Am I right?!
So my last planning for trips will be Pulau Redang on May 2010 as promised… No more!!

Third, this is what I am going to say to a friend of mine…
Dear friend, love is not everything… I have been through what you are facing right now and I can definitely understand your feelings… Mouth will say “I’m fine!” but deep inside your heart, you are not going to bluff yourself…
However, believe me… Stay tough… You are not alone; we will be with you my friend…

That’s it… I will be back soon… =D
Take care my dear readers…