22.01.2010

Today I went for cycling session for the 1st time after being in UUM for 4 semesters… I almost forgot the way to cycle actually… Luckily, no accident happened and good luck to the girl sitting behind me for having a “safe” journey through Muamalat hostel and the Deer Garden… Haha… A good memory with you, sister!! =D

Now days, I spent most of my time being together with close friends and sisters… Hanging out together, classes etc… Although seems like happy go lucky, but somehow, sometimes I will feel lost and lonely… How come?! Is that the common or origin of guy’s nature?! Or what was that actually?! Not really know what I want, and yet not satisfy with what I have now… Hmmm? Deep? Complicated?! Haha… Of course… I’m famous with my “patterns” as my dear sis Mary-Kate mentioned…

When I go through my normal routine life, I feel nothing… Time passed very fast… But when it comes to weekend, when I had a little more time, automatically I am giving myself a slot in my mind to think out of the picture… What ever ridiculous craps will appear in my mind… Loneliness, boredom, frustration etc… But fortunately, I am still rational enough to control myself to walk along the right path…And whenever I feel I am not really ok, confused and lost, I will start blogging… I will write whatever I want… Although at times, when I looked back to the past posts, I will feel funny and wonder how would I wrote all those stuff though.. But in fact, that is what I was thinking at that moment… No fakes, no lying… Or else, it will be meaningless to blog here… =D

Haih…
“Eric, don’t think much and start moving!! Stay tough!! You can do it!!”
That is how I always remind myself of… Hope it will turn true… =D
Cheer… Bye…

Hair Cut on 17.01.2010

Here I would like to present my new hair style... hia hia hia =p

Before I started my hair cut....


On the process...


The result or outcome...





Conclusion, I am 90% satisfy...
Yeah!! =D

15.1.2010

It’s now 11.13am in the morning… I just woke up, piece of blank in my mind right now… Not thinking anything, and not trying nor feeling to do anything at the moment… Listening to the famous drama named “Snow Queen” soundtracks, feel like just lying on the middle of the sea and hope that the feeling of this moment can last long…
But unfortunately, I still need to wake up from the dream and continue to struggle in my university lives…

Recently I found some of my Taman Klang Utama ex-schoolmates in facebook, and I got a shocked to find out that quite many of them are married!! At the age of 21? Or maybe 22? Don’t you think it is really too young?

However, maybe they are fated to be together… So age is not a problem, but timing make sense indeed… Hmmm… Talking about timing, I have missed a lot of important chances and timings in the past resulting me still staying single now… Not desperate actually, just feels envy when looking at those people smiling happily in their wedding photos…

I’ve learned a lot in the path of University… I have learned what is called “Impossible” in love stuff… Haha… Pain lesson, but at least I gained… So maybe because of that, I will behave in extra careful in choosing partners… And that is why people around me are teasing me as choosy… But honestly, to simply just pick any partner without considering further, I rather remain single until the end of my life…

But not to worry my friends, just simply a thought again… I’m definitely ok right now… haha… Enjoy being together with close friends, enjoying funny funny moments in my Uni lives right now… Although I will feel like something was left out at certain moment, but it is ok because nothing is perfect in this world… =D

Alright, it is time to continue my struggling lives…
“4.0 is not a dream, it is my future result!”
Don’t believe in me, I will prove it very soon…
Thank readers… Take care and bye….

1.1.2010 - New Year!!

Year 2010 Resolutions:

1. Financially, get the 50% bonus of monthly allowance from Miss Doris.

2. Living habits, to change my lifestyle, as in to become better and healthier.

3. Mentally, to upgrade the level of thinking, try to be more observing and caring to people around me.

4. Academically, to be more consistent in pursuing my studies. No more last minute job for this semester.

5. Sports, to achieve a higher status or achievement in basketball in UUM.


And so, I still believe, nothing is impossible if we never give up as taught by a friend of mine in UUM. I will bite it hard, endure, be patient, and score…

I observe, I approach, and I will conquer…

Seems like preparing for a war? Haha… yes! My life is like a war…
I will continue climbing until I achieved what I want in my life…

Hope to get more support from you guys in achieving these dreams…

I stop here… Take care and bye…